I bought several things on my last paycheck, last Friday. I bought this cute bra that I didn’t think I’d win, 2 Star Trek Shits, Pon Farr Perfume, and those Marry Janes. The bra and Janes got to my house before the end of last week, but the Janes died after the first hour. So now I’m waiting for the replacement pair before I have to return them. The bra fits like a half cup, so I’m not going to be wearing them anytime soon.
They’re still cute to look at though. I also found a really good deal on some nice colorful ones. I’m not much on the whole “Lovely bras,” but I kind of like them.
I exercised more this week. I hope I’m able to keep it up when school starts. I did Cardio and Weight Training for an hour Tuesday, and I did an hour of Cardio today. I’m not used to an hour of cardio a day, and I was going at it pretty fast (140 s/m). I want to try another hour tomorrow before work and some more Cardio with WT this Friday.
I weighed myself at 145lb last time I looked, and I still want to be 120-130. If not that, then I want to look slimmer with some nice muscle tone.
The only down side to exercising is I keep finding my one and only guy friend there. It’s really creepy, ‘cause he has this whole crush on me. It’s fucking ridiculous! I know the whole thing is purely coincidence, but it still doesn’t stop it from being creepy as fuck.
GODDAMNIT! It pisses me off, this whole crushing over me. I don’t want it, and I thought I’d just let it be, ya’know? It’s not like he can help how he’s feeling.
I had hoped he’d get over it, but that didn’t seem to help any. After I tried to make it strait that I never will feel the same way about him, he sends me a fucking three page essay about his feelings over me. I nearly punched his face in, but Haley stopped me. I also didn’t want any drama, so I just forgot about it and pretended it never happened. Okay, it still pisses me off and I really should have just decked him.
I thought maybe it was time to start putting distance between us. I mean, I don’t want to lead him on or anything. Plus, I was noticing things that were starting to tick me off, such as him telling me “you’re worth the wait” which is sickening and creeeeeeeeepy as fuck. Then there’s this whole, pushing my other guy friends back when we’re playing. As if he’s trying to stake some goddamn claim on me. As if he has any fucking right.
Then there was the whole “tried to kiss you” part that happened only twice, but damn if I didn’t want to fucking throw up or something. I mean, EW! It’d be like kissing my brother. As if I didn't notice he triedthough! I mean, I ignored that it even happened, but ew ew ew... I should have stopped hanging out with him once he tried putting his arm around me, but he is a good friend. And I just tried to deal with his stupid little crush.
The last thing I fucking hate though, would be he reads my fucking LJ. It’s fucking creepy, and he better fucking stop. Not even my best friend reads my LJ. At least not often.